In a fragile heart that belongs to none except The Most Merciful,
and i write this with tears.
i went all over again to that social page that tear me apart, into pieces..
"Seperti melepaskan diri dalam belitan ular...hahahaha"
"Semakin meninggi nampak bangang tuh..kikiki"
"Aku bahagia sekarang...kau jeles ke?"
when i read this again, only hates grow bigger inside my heart.
he said to me ular? bangang?
if all this while you never had any feeling towards me. then, that's it. said it earlier!
not after every damaged you have done!
and above all, i saw something.
"Tiramitsu=make me happy"
just a gentle reminder to all his fan, if he did call you with this... he did call me with this too, i mean he save my phone number as tiramitsu. i knew by right he didnt even mean to say that to me because he said im bangang, bodoh.
in a nutshell, people changed easily. i didnt even get angry because of his changed or because his love changed. i was really angry because he was a liar.
but after all, there was always a good things in him.
few things i remembered, he was advicing me on sensitive issues should not be bring into the heart.
at certain thing, he was good. everyone is good at their on game.
to learn the ropes, it was hard. it cost me tears for 6 months daily non stop.
but guess? i must be learning it well, to not letting any rooms in my stupid fragile heart for a guy that will break it with their own wish.
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